Bad Time

Tuesday, 4 November 2008
Seeing my dog suffering from her illness, I can’t help but feel really bad about her and my life.

Hold my study and come back to work never a right choice but myself is the one to be blame not my dog, without having enough time to take care of her is how the whole disaster happened today.

Apparently 2 of the veterinary surgeons I went are not good enough, and my poor doggie reacted to the medication badly, and now her body is badly swollen, hence she looks like a bear rather than a Rottie.


The 3rd veterinary surgeon I had, told me that the previous vets are not giving proper medication for my dog, however, he is also not so sure about what happen to my dog, so he is giving my dog another 2 weeks of medication.

Good news is if my dog is cure from swollen, then she is only having general infection (without clarify what illness is this), and the bad news is my dog has to get her chemotherapy but unfortunately they don’t have the facility.

What a shame, the vet even indirectly gave me an option to put my dog to sleep if I got the bad news.

I was really pissed off for 2 things, first is these vets are having my dog like a guinea pig, they are not even sure what wrong with my dog, and sadly my colleague told me even human having the same treatment, this is a matter of luck of whether you getting a good doctor or the another way around. Shame to hear that.

The second part is my life really occupied with my work, where I practically no time to do anything of my own, included take good care of my dog.

So lately I really have deep thought about what had happened, if this kind of lifestyle is what I want? Working exhaustedly, burden myself with worthless problem; so much so put my life on fire with all kind of disasters.

Then the biggest problem is, besides rambling here, what else can I do?

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Will you please give your dog a big kiss from me, along with my good wishes to her for a speedy recovery.

My good wishes also to her caring master...

Dream Chaser said...

she is getting better now, and her beloved master still busy as usual.

kyoko said...

Wish your lovely dog dog best of luck!!!!
Every path of our life has the different scenery and what can we do is.....just enjoy each scenery that we passed no matter sweet or bitter....And thanks to the busy life you have, cos this tell you that your life is wonderful but some people in this world eager for such kind of life.Unfortunately they cannot have even 1 minute!!
Relax and cheerz!!!

Dream Chaser said...

kyoko san

thanks for your words, however, the life I have now not really the life I looking for, funny right? that's life.